Friday, February 27, 2009

so i'm guessing this blogging thing isn't going to be every day, although i check other people's pretty regularly and get mad when it's not updated (*cough* hypocrite *cough*) hahaha

not too much going on....except a bad back that's really making me angry. one minute, my back is fine, the next, pinched nerve and i'm walking like my dear great-aunt mary, all hunched over and such. it truly does suck getting old!

so, last friday, i got an email from my bestest friend in ohio and we made a phone date....i called her saturday and we talked for 2 1/2 hours! i miss her so much. but, i was successful in my plan to get her to join facebook! yay me! it was sad talking to her, realizing that she bought her house in 2002, and i still haven't seen it! i don't like that life gets in the way of doing things! stoopid life!

work is meh.....it's there, and i love the people i work with, but i know it's not what i want to do for the rest of my life. but, it's paying my bills (kinda) and there's no extra money to put towards what i want to do, which would include going back to school. even if i went for osap and such, what am i going to do with my kid in the meantime?

you know those people that say "i can't remember my life without kids?" well, i can! and i miss it! please do not misconstrue that statement into "i don't want my kid" because i love diana more than i thought i could love anyone and wouldn't change a thing....but i can vividly remember my life before her. maybe true, deep labour pains erase those memories or something, and since i didn't go into deep labour, those memories remain. hmmmm....maybe i'm on to something. like in the movie "men in black" when they use their little light-pen things to erase the person's memory...maybe that was supposed to happen!

again, i don't regret diana....i just remember a time without her. was it better? depends on your perspective. would i go back? nah, i like the kid...let's keep her around. :P i was never one of those people who said "i can't wait to have kids" ...i didn't want kids. ask around, my family and friends will vouche for me on that one. i actively tell my friends now "don't have kids...don't do it!" i am glad that i waited until i was deep into my 30s before i had her. i lived a fun life. regrets? i have a few....but it was fun. my fun and craziness led me to jay. mistake? i think not! i remember my life without jay...i thought i was happy back then. i can look back now and see that i really wasn't.

wow....how did this get so deep? this has to stop! and i'm going to go watch the end of top chef now.... :P

til later....hopefully it won't be another 2 weeks!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Friday the 13th!

Today's friday the 13th. Not too exciting, just thought I would acknowledge it. Don't make a fuss, there's another one next month! :P

Sorry I haven't written much. Blogging has kind of made me realize that I don't really do much! lol

I did, however, join a "Biggest Loser" type challenge at work. Just weighed in Monday and we're going for 16 weeks...which will bring us to June 1. Honestly, I haven't done much in the way of "diet" this week. But, what I am trying to do is watch my portions. Hopefully I will see a bit of a change at the scales. Once I get my T4, and we get our taxes done, I'm getting an elliptical. I need to get moving, and that way I can exercise while still spending time at home...and not getting behind on Lost and the like!

I had a "short day" at work on Tuesday. In an effort to cut payroll without losing jobs, everyone loses 2 1/2 hours a week. Meh, it's better than looking for a job. So...feelin' fine, out of work when the sun is still out, get to spend some extra time with Diana, get dinner started well in advance of Jay coming home ....BAM...45 minutes later my sinuses are stuffed and I feel like hell. Wednesday wasn't much better at work. My customer's couldn't even understand me. Lovely. But, I got thru it! :D I'm such a trouper! lol

We went to Kindergarten open house last week. Diana's so excited to start school. She didn't want to leave. The teachers seemed nice...but young! omg...I'm such an old lady! It will be an adventure having a kid in school. Everyone keeps asking "when are you having another one?" Yea....no thanks. She's a handful and I'm finally getting her off to school? Yea, I'm good. hahaha

I think that's about it for now......told you, I have a boring life!